inside I feel the onset of a new spiritual awakening. I don’t want to be just another face in the crowd. I want to stand out. I want to be defiant and I want to show strength in my convictions. Like i did when I was 17 years old when I wanted God to change my life for the better. Somewhere down the line, it all got confused. I let my trust in humans outweigh my faith in God. Now like the rest of these lost souls, I wander the streets disenfranchised and desensitized. So much so, that I can’t even stop to smell the roses in my concrete Jungle. I live in suburbia but the lawn is dry. There’s nothing but wind and frost to greet me. Even when the sun comes out, I know things will never be the same. So it takes a walk of faith to hold fast to the things that were once near and dear to my heart. The innocence that bloomed behind the 17 year olds eyes as she stepped out into the world. These things, I’ve taken for granted.
Therapy
About Me
- Meshia
- I guess I’m still finding my self even at this age. I’m not a preppyrockstar nor am I a hip-hop bandit I’m just Meesh. I pride myself on being as open-minded as humanly possible and being able to adapt to my environment. But you have to wonder at times how much is too much? What shall it profit a man to gain the whole world, yet lose his soul? I want to adapt. I just don’t want to conform because that would place me in a box and Lord knows I’m claustrophobic. My blog won’t be like anyone else’s, It won’t necessarily contain random black n white editorial shots and there won’t be any blood splatters across the page. It’ll simply tell you about my thought processes. It'll show you where I've been and hopefully show you (not so much you but me) where I'm going. All things considered, this is a constant and daily reminder of my downfalls and my triumphs. Hope you find it enlightening.
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