Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I spoke to A this morning on my way to work. She managed to piss me off some more. Now I have this tightness in my neck. (Actually it's been there for about 3 weeks). I don't quite know how to relax. When I go home, I think about work. If I'm not thinking about work, I'm thinking about the expenses on fixing my car along with all the other bills I have. I still don't even know how I'm gonna get to work for the next week or so. I think what I'm going to do is go out for a drink this weekend. We're having this discussion and I mention how I have this penchant for overworking myself even when I was temping. She starts chuckling like "you've never worked a day in your life". So I'm like I worked hard to get to where I am. She laughs even more. I guess I wouldn't have been so pissed if this wasn't the thirteenth time she tried to make a joke of the shyt. I hate having my intelligence insulted and I hate being belittled when I know i've been making a valient effort. Shyt I don't even know why I'm mad at all. I really don't have to prove shyt to her or anybody but myself. I guess I just needed a listening ear not chuckling one.

5 comments:

Chanel said...

Isn't it irritating when u just need someone to rant and rave to a little and they go and f*ck it all up by sayin something that makes u feel even worse than what u did before? It's like damn, you couldn't just shut up for a mintue and let me talk??!

Charles said...

Sounds like someone is being a cancer on your mental health and well being. I cosign with Chanel on that one...you shouldn't talk to this chick anymore if you need someone to rant to.

Meshia said...

Yeah Charles, that notion jumped ship this morning. She just stressed me out a little more than I originally was.

Meshia said...

Chanel, it was beyond irritating. Now I remember why I don't call her as much.

Chanel said...

Girl that Prop 8 blog had me seeing red as I was writing it. lol. Check out my other blog, The Rainbow Room. Other points of interest may be lurking around over there...