I spoke to A this morning on my way to work. She managed to piss me off some more. Now I have this tightness in my neck. (Actually it's been there for about 3 weeks). I don't quite know how to relax. When I go home, I think about work. If I'm not thinking about work, I'm thinking about the expenses on fixing my car along with all the other bills I have. I still don't even know how I'm gonna get to work for the next week or so. I think what I'm going to do is go out for a drink this weekend. We're having this discussion and I mention how I have this penchant for overworking myself even when I was temping. She starts chuckling like "you've never worked a day in your life". So I'm like I worked hard to get to where I am. She laughs even more. I guess I wouldn't have been so pissed if this wasn't the thirteenth time she tried to make a joke of the shyt. I hate having my intelligence insulted and I hate being belittled when I know i've been making a valient effort. Shyt I don't even know why I'm mad at all. I really don't have to prove shyt to her or anybody but myself. I guess I just needed a listening ear not chuckling one.